"...Nunc scio quit sit amor.";[Now I know what Love is]

Friday, July 06, 2007

a new life for me

hahaha! get a new life now with a stable job here with me and another home-based job on the other hand. Wah! wanna earn big big sum of money so i won't be living in a hard way. tak semestinyer aku kene lupa diri, rite? that's simply not the right way anyway.

the job here @ Helmi Talib & Co, i can say okie lah... lots of new things to learn. everyone here is nice. it's just that it's only me doesn't talk that much. lots of smiling but no voice at all. hahaha! even boss ask me to speak louder a bit for some reasons. my boss is totally different from the old boss lah. haha! he's a good guy indeed. an arab man. his name... mr helmi talib.

i had brain damage a few times trying to remember each & everything that came across me. it's my first time working in the CPA firm company. but as time pass by, i mean yeah, i tend to know and learn and even undertsand most of the procedures. it's only me... aku ajek yg suka 'panik'. kalu cakap pasal 'panik'... teringat aku pat Liza. Hey! me not a lesbian k.

i juz missed her a lot. missed werking with her. wondering how is she doing now? i tend to be worried sometimes. she's just too timid. senang kene bully. dier nyer orang lak... 'senang kasihani kan seseorg padahal dier tak tahau orang lain bully dier'. haiz... liza liza! ape lah nak jadik ngan kau nie. i really don't know if you're suffering that much.. i guess you are right? haiz. i pity you so much.

i can't wait to meet you up one of these days.

we should have dinner together someday. plan nak ke 'Delifrance' cancel jugak at last. should make it up on other days.

but during the weekends, i get to chat with her thru the msn. ade webcam, lagiik senang. it's oready 7 plus now. my brain almost gonna burst into pieces. argh! very the tiring, but worth it. u learn a lot of things. at least i'm experiencing something new in this company. gonna upgrade myself soon, insya-allah. wanna work hard & put in a lot of effort into it.

okie lah... wanna go off oready. i still have to wait for my fren coz' she's still talking on the phone... wondering who was it anyway.. should be her guy? wah liao. ppl have happiness but i don't at all. when isit huh gonna be my turn? i wanna a everlasting happiness. a smile without a miss, just like an idiotic person. muahahahah! aiyah so bored...

ouh yeah gonna call my dad.. k bye!

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